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Josh had invited Juliette over for a not so valentine’s day get together the weekend after. He hadn’t really seen her very much since they had kissed in the park, and because of this he was nervous, he was very nervous to be around her again and he didn’t want to put any pressure between them. Josh knew that he had taken a leap that day in the park, but when she hadn’t exactly said no Josh was just left confused and wanting more than he had ever knew he could possibly want. Josh had gone to a cellar, the best in town to get the best bottle of wine he could find for his evening with Juliette. He didn’t entertain often, and it had been a while since entertaining had so much riding on it. Josh wasn’t sure if he was going to make an ass of himself or not but he had pulled something of a cheese and grape platter together that he had just sitting on his coffee table while he was sitting with Juliette. <Br><br>
He hadn’t wanted to bombard her with questions when she first got to his apartment, and he didn’t want to make it seem like he was super nervous or anything like that, but he definitely wanted to have a conversation with her. Feeling himself and his nerves calm a little bit as he drank into his wine he was able to just talk to Juliette about things that were on his mind. Almost immediately cutting the small talk for what it had been worth he came out almost abruptly. <B>”I haven’t been able to stop thinking about you,”</b> He said honestly and hoping that she wasn’t going to immediately run for the hills now that he had said that.


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Josh was really trying to get back into touch with certain things in his life. A major thing that he had spent his time in Iceland reflecting on was his position in the Shape Shifting circle. He hadn’t been doing his best and he knew that it was showing. There was a lot of responsibility with his position, but he knew that and now that he was reviewing himself in new ways he figured he might as well act like the leader he was appointed to be. This did mean that he was meant to make more than just an annual trip to equinox to visit his friend Rory, who was never there anymore so it really wasn’t his favorite thing to do. His new shop keeper was kind of a dick and Josh was convinced that his goal in life was to properly ignore people until they just leave. Josh did not want to just leave though, he wanted to make his life hell if just for a moment because he was bored. Wondering around near the back of the shop Josh took a few books and transformed the titles on them to be misspelled, arranged awkwardly or said things that had absolutely nothing to do with the actual content of the books Josh heard someone approaching and instantly hid the book behind his back turning around just intime to look mock innocent like a child just caught in the act of doing something badly.<Br><Br>
For a moment Josh was worried that it might actually be someone who would be upset with him for what he was doing, but when he didn’t recognize the person who had joined him in the books room he just shoved it back on the shelf and shrugged. <B>”The shop guy up front is kind of a jerk, its not so great anymore,”</b> Josh said smiling and trying to seem semi cheerful. There wasn’t many people that he didn’t talk to in equinox regardless of if he knew them or not, inside these four walls he was more like just he witch that could shapeshift pretty much whatever you asked him to, outside he was big shot CEO and that was a lot more terrifying to him than this was.


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Josh had been spending some time with Juliette again and talking to her and while he knew things weren't going to be the same, he was concerned. He had spent so long surpressing his feelings for her since the times that he left for Iceland until now. Just when he had convinced himself that he could be okay alone, that he wouldn't feel miserable every minute of the day Juliette walks back into his life and suddenly things are feeling normal again. Going out for coffee, and lunch, and just casual strolls was normal it seemed again Josh was happy to have her back in his life at all but the idea of keeing her at arms length was always hard for him. Taking a walk with Juliette was nice, it was nice for him to be able to get away from work again with her. Christmas had come and past and while memories of last year still lingered in the back of his mind he was sure that they would be different this time around. <br><br>

<B>"You know, I could have brought princess, she misses you,"</b> Josh said with a smile shoving his hands in his pockets. <B>"She has this little jacket though that she hates wearing and she freezes if she doesn't. It's tough love keeping her inside,"</b> Josh said with a small chuckle as he spoke to Juliette about his little dog. She was the one company he had through the entire situation. <b>"How was your Christmas,"</b> Josh said with a smile, he was interested to know what she managed to do this year for it, with her being available so close after he did assume that he was pretty sure that she didn't head home for the holidays.

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Josh viewed his life as sudden changes that happened in a blink of an eye. Every moment he can remember, every turning point he had to face seemed to be fine one minute, and catastrophic the next. Time and time again he had been able to pick himself up and send his thoughts on their way. Josh was resilient, he built himself from a point that could best be described as rock bottom, but suddenly right now he felt lower than he had ever been.<br><br
Josh sat around in his room between two boxes. One filled with the few things left behind by Juliette from her visits, the next from things Stephanie had hidden away in his closet, drawers, anywhere she had been directly before the ball in April. Josh had lost hope recently. He’d only seen Juliette once since everything fell apart, and he was pretty sure that they couldn’t get much worse at this point. He hadn’t given up, he wasn’t sure he could ever give up on somebody who made him feel so alive like she did. Josh did decide to take advice from Tate though, he’d have to give her some space. Space felt an awful lot like giving up most the time however. Today was going to be a hard day for Josh, and he knew that. While he had accidentally bumped into Juliette since April, this was the first time that Stephanie was going to be back since that night. He would be returning her things to her after her quick escape and he would be seeing her for the first time since their broken engagement. Josh didn’t know what kind of words he could use to describe his feeling, and he knew a lot of words, in different languages as well, but here he was. <br><br>
Stephanie arriving was weird. There was a knock at the door, she usually came right in. Josh could feel that he was moving, but he felt more like he was in autopilot than anything. He weaved his way from his room where he sat next to the boxes, through the front room and directly to his front door where he hesitated before pulling it open. The tension was there, Josh didn’t know what to say to her other than that he was sorry, but his hundreds of unanswered phone calls and emails already stated that to her. He’d not received any notice from her until three days ago when she emailed him telling him she’d like to collect her things. Josh thought he had done a good job finding them all, but at this point he wasn’t even sure. Standing in front of the door to his flat staring at someone who was meant to be his wife right now was a surreal feeling and Josh couldn’t work out what his emotions were saying about him.<br><br>
<i>”Can I come in,”</b> Came Stephanie’s voice finally breaking Josh’s trance as he stepped aside letting her in.<br><br>
<b>”I can put the kettle on,”</b> Josh said suddenly heading to the kitchen to keep himself busy. Things had never been this tense or hard between he and Stephanie, not even when they first met when they were just teenagers. <br><Br>
While in the kitchen Josh could see Stephanie from the corner of her eye. Her movements resembled those of a memory, like she stepped into her own mind for a moment. They showed familiarity and comfort, while simultaneously not feeling welcome, almost like she was intruding. He watched as she ran a hand absentmindedly across some books on his shelves before turning to face him. Josh quickly looked away trying not to get caught staring though he knew he wasn’t very discreet. <br><br>
<b>”Let me go get your things,”</b> Josh said walking into the other room and releasing a breath he didn’t even know he had been holding. He knew he wasn’t the most charming person, he clearly didn’t make friends by his way of woohing them, but he thought he could have possible at least acted like a mature adult here, he just didn’t know how to be around Stephanie anymore he realized. Years apart and without their wedding as  something in common Josh was just at a complete loss.<br><br>
Bringing the box out he set it on the side table next to his couch and went to check the kettle if only to give himself something to do. He could hear the rustling of Stephanie in her box probably checking to see if everything she left was accounted for. Josh poured the water and mechanically made her tea just the way she liked it as he had done for years now. It was mechanical movements for him, it wasn’t out of the ordinary to make his fiance a cup of tea, ex fiance. Turning around with two cups of tea in hand he approached Stephanie who was holding a sweater in her hands staring at it. Josh was confused, he didn’t understand why she would be looking so confused at the sweater until it hit him, that wasn’t Stephanie's.<br><br>
<i>”You really love her don’t you,”</i> Stephanie asked in a whisper. <br><br>
Josh felt like he was being trapped here, he didn’t know how he was supposed to respond to that. Setting the tea down on the table Josh reached out and took the sweater from his ex fiance watching the fabric slip between her fingers helplessly. Josh didn’t like knowing that he left two people he cared so deeply about feel this way. Making eye contact with Stephanie for the first time since she showed up at his apartment he could see the light glistening in her eyes as she was nearing tears.<br><br>
<b>”We don’t have to talk about this,”</b> Josh said softly stuffing the sweater behind a pillow, out of sight out of mind he was hoping she’d think that at least.<br><br>
Josh watched Stephanie in silence as she sat on the sofa, he could tell she just looked defeated, her shoulders slumped in a way he’d never seen before and everything just seemed tired to him. He wondered if she was losing sleep at night like he was, he wondered if she was doing okay for herself, he wondering so much and then continued to remind himself that he had forfeited his right to be that one to solve all her problems a few months back.<br><br>
<i>”I lied to you Josh,”</i> came a small voice from the girl on his couch. <br><br>
Josh looked at her confused as she refused to be the one making eye contact this time. He couldn’t understand what she might have lied about to him. Everything was pretty cut and dry the last time they had spoken. He had messed up, he had ruined the wedding, he had to contact the guest lists and the vendors and cancel everything. Josh sat down and waited to see if she was going to finish her statement, he wasn’t much of a talker to begin with, but now he really had nothing to say.<br><br>
<i>”I was seeing somebody else while in australia,”</i> She said simply burying her face in her hands. Josh could tell that she was ashamed of what she said, but there wasn’t anything in him left to feel. He had done the same thing to Stephanie, how could he feel like he was cheated on.<br><br>
<i>”You were just so far away and the time zones and I missed  contact. You could never come down and I couldn’t come up. I never had intentions for it to go anywhere but it did, and the second I caught actual feelings I left and planned to stay here forever. Then I met Juliette, well sort of met her.. She’s very pretty,”</b> Stephanie sort of blurted what was on her mind at Josh and he didn’t know how to compute what he was being told.<br><br>
Josh blinked a few times staring at Stephanie, he didn’t know who or what was going on. He tried to think of all the mistakes he made while he was with Juliette, all the mistakes he made with Stephanie. Realization of everything was crashing down around him, he didn’t have to ruin everything, she wanted somebody else as well.<br><br>
<b>”Why were you so upset? You chucked a vase at my head,”</b> Josh said feeling like he was somehow cheated out of his emotional turmoil regarding hurting his best friend.<br><br>
<i>”I was upset Josh! I felt like I’d wasted so much time on us, on everything. I felt guilty for what I had done and it was just so much easier to blame it on you at the time,”</b> Stephanie continued as Josh was forced to listen to how he had become her scapegoat. <br><br>
It didn’t take long for Josh to sit there in silence even more distraught than he had been since everything blew up. He knew in the long run he had made the mistakes, but he couldn’t help but think about the things that would have been different, how he could have changed things had he know that Stephanie may have had even the smallest inklings of doubt. Regardless he messed up, and there was no way that he knew how to take it back.<Br><Br>
<b>”I think you need to go and be happy though,”</b> Josh finally said, if he was going to be miserable through everything, he knew somebody deserved to get some good out of this. <br><br>
<i>”You to josh,”</i> came the familiar voice that brought comfort to him for years. It brought comfort still to him, but more in a goodbye sense than the welcoming he was used to. <br><Br>
<b>”It’s a little to late for that, but I’ll be okay. I’m going to take some time off, get things back in order,”</b> Josh said nodding at Stephanie. He knew it’s what he needed, he thought to the place in Iceland, he knew that he was going to head out to clear his head.  

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Josh had been miserable since the spring ball. There was simply no better way to explain his emotions regarding what had happened. Just when Josh thinks he has it all under control and was going to finally take care of it, the entire charade breaks apart. He’d been completely throwing himself into his work right now to distract his mind from what was going on. Without Juliette and Stephanie in his life either one, he was feeling a bit lost at the moment. Suddenly Josh was very aware of how lonely his life was. Working with Margot endlessly when it came to the new mergers he didn’t even think that going out with her was going to be a good idea. In the long run Josh had decided to go out with her a few nights ago which ultimately lead him to the beach that day. Josh opted to leave London just to escape his head for a little bit. He packed princess her own separate beach back complete with doggy swim suit and pup towel before climbing in his car and driving a fair enough distance away from town to get himself somewhere new where he could just be one with the sand.<br><br>
After getting a very large chunk into one of his favorite books translated into arabic Josh heard tiny yaps next to him and look up at what used to be a sleeping princess. <b”What,”</b> Josh asked for a moment looking around trying to see what got Princess so excited. Before he was able to locate what was making his dog so energetic she was taking off at a full run across the sand. After a moment of confused hesitation Josh sprang to his feet and slipped in the sand before properly being able to take off after her. <b>”Princess no,”</b> Josh said as he finally caught up to her jumping at someone’s heels. Josh was so caught up worrying about his dog that he didn’t notice he ran directly to the feet of none other than Juliette Dunnings. Reaching down Josh scooped up his dog and continued to apologize to the woman before looking up and being eye to eye with the woman he loves and stopping mid sentence. <b>”Hi,”</b> Was all Josh could eventually muster the courage to say to her. He suddenly felt both very small and very flustered to be standing next to her again at the beach.

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